Through mid-2012 and through 2013, I had been suffering from panic attacks at night. It is usually when I have just gone to sleep, and in my dreams, Daddy, Mummy, H, Thatha or yourself, come in and start talking with me. And I suddenly realise that I would not be meeting anyone of you again, I feel that I am totally alone in this world. Without anyone to talk to or chat with. T, P, Chind or Ash are of no use in this regard. I am frightened of the years that are to come, and the many nights that I would be dreaming in this manner and of the many many panic attacks that may come.
I have gone through with treatment and my homeopathic doctor had treated me properly. Over the past two months, I was not getting panic attacks and I was sleeping properly. But, suddenly, yesternight, ie 12.12.2013, I got a brief panic attack. I was dreaming in my sleep, and I was talking with you, when you were in college after Home Science I think. In a single flash, I was awake, and I was worried, that I would not be able to meet you again, and not be able to talk to you or speak to you on the phone.
It is such a sad thing. Technology has changed so much and improved such a lot. Cellphone call costs have dropped so tremendously. And we are not able to be in touch.
I hope we can develop some method to be safely in touch with one another. Do think about it.
Regards. I love you. Wish you a very happy new year for 2014 and a great year with safe and good health, well being in your heart, mind and soul.
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