Am I guilty of not taking enough care of my daughter? These questions haunt me each time that I see my daughter suffer each night. Every night, she is deteriorating and I am unable to help her. Both mother and daughter are caught in this very vicious trap and they seem to be unable to get out of the trap. How do I get my daughter out of this miserable situation? I will have to develop a strategy or I should keep quiet and I should not interfere. Is that correct? My daughter, 20+ years old, does not seem to know what she is doing and she does not know what she is suffering from, exactly, and she does not know why she is suffering.
Her mother knows the exact, the very exact reason why my daughter is suffering, and she knows that my daughter does not know the real truth. So, she is taking a very unfair advantage of my daughter's illness to destroy her so very completely. So, what should I do?
There seems to be a core situation in all this, but when I begin to approach or discover the core, I seem to be discovering a lot of very dirty and purposeful malicious and malefide actions by my wife. I begin to fear, and then I fear if I am just hesitant. Am I becoming paranoid, or am I being schizophrenic? Most of the actions by my wife cannot be excused and cannot be forgiven and cannot be forgiven. But, should I do so? Should I forget, forgive and excuse and look forward to the days ahead?
What can I tell my daughter after some years? How can I tell her how her mother has destroyed her life, destroyed her mind, destroyed her health and destroyed her future? Comparisons will be made and I will be at blame for my anger and my bad behaviour during these past years.
But, there is one simple and one very significant difference. I am impatient and not satisfied with her health and her treatment, and I want her to get cured soon. Her evil mother and her demon grandmother do not seem impatient and seem totally satisfied at the state of events now and seem happy.
Her mother knows the exact, the very exact reason why my daughter is suffering, and she knows that my daughter does not know the real truth. So, she is taking a very unfair advantage of my daughter's illness to destroy her so very completely. So, what should I do?
There seems to be a core situation in all this, but when I begin to approach or discover the core, I seem to be discovering a lot of very dirty and purposeful malicious and malefide actions by my wife. I begin to fear, and then I fear if I am just hesitant. Am I becoming paranoid, or am I being schizophrenic? Most of the actions by my wife cannot be excused and cannot be forgiven and cannot be forgiven. But, should I do so? Should I forget, forgive and excuse and look forward to the days ahead?
What can I tell my daughter after some years? How can I tell her how her mother has destroyed her life, destroyed her mind, destroyed her health and destroyed her future? Comparisons will be made and I will be at blame for my anger and my bad behaviour during these past years.
But, there is one simple and one very significant difference. I am impatient and not satisfied with her health and her treatment, and I want her to get cured soon. Her evil mother and her demon grandmother do not seem impatient and seem totally satisfied at the state of events now and seem happy.
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