Life as it seems to be
Working diligently is a habit. It has to become a habit. Every subsequent action seems to be better than the previous action. We are all victims of a mind that jumps about everywhere. I feel trapped within my mind. The events that happen in my house, from my wife and the screaming, high-pitched, extremely loud voices of my mother-in-law are tremendously distressing. She screams loudly, and she brings in memories of 20-25 years ago of relatives that are not related to me at all.
A wise person would not do so. A sensible person would train their mind in not going about so wildly. There does not seem to be any patience. How does one control or respond to such a person who seems to be determined to create problems?
I am predicting a strange situation that would develop. I suspect that she is a very clever person. She is doing it on purpose. She has a peculiar situation to herself. She is a widow, and she needs to think about her old age. She knows that she cannot depend on her silly fickle sons, and her smart daughters-in-law. She knows that there may come a time when her behaviour and her continous fights with them would lead to her being thrown out of their house.
If that happens, she knows for sure, that I would not welcome her to my place. So, she HAS to create problems for me and with my wife. She has to create problems that cannot be solved. In order to do that she has to make me insult her and fight with her and speak bad about her. She knows my limits on anger and she knows my reaction levels. She is aware that my mind may not be disciplined.
She has to get her daughter to walk out on me, and go away from me and go and take care of her. She would advice her about it. She will have my wife take away all her money, jewellery and savings and make her invest in Madras /Chennai / Tamil Nadu and make her get away on her retirement. She would be advising her now, in 2008, frightening her with stories about ill-treatment and other perspectives from all my other relatives from several earlier years.
She is very clever. She will create bad negativities in her daughter's mind. She will give her promises of support and personal experience. She will explain that she will take care of her in her old years. Every step is a planned one. Every incident is a planned one. She knows my limitations exactly. She takes advantage of my responses, my anger and my impulses. Very smart and evil satanic demonic mother-in-law. True to image.
Working diligently is a habit. It has to become a habit. Every subsequent action seems to be better than the previous action. We are all victims of a mind that jumps about everywhere. I feel trapped within my mind. The events that happen in my house, from my wife and the screaming, high-pitched, extremely loud voices of my mother-in-law are tremendously distressing. She screams loudly, and she brings in memories of 20-25 years ago of relatives that are not related to me at all.
A wise person would not do so. A sensible person would train their mind in not going about so wildly. There does not seem to be any patience. How does one control or respond to such a person who seems to be determined to create problems?
I am predicting a strange situation that would develop. I suspect that she is a very clever person. She is doing it on purpose. She has a peculiar situation to herself. She is a widow, and she needs to think about her old age. She knows that she cannot depend on her silly fickle sons, and her smart daughters-in-law. She knows that there may come a time when her behaviour and her continous fights with them would lead to her being thrown out of their house.
If that happens, she knows for sure, that I would not welcome her to my place. So, she HAS to create problems for me and with my wife. She has to create problems that cannot be solved. In order to do that she has to make me insult her and fight with her and speak bad about her. She knows my limits on anger and she knows my reaction levels. She is aware that my mind may not be disciplined.
She has to get her daughter to walk out on me, and go away from me and go and take care of her. She would advice her about it. She will have my wife take away all her money, jewellery and savings and make her invest in Madras /Chennai / Tamil Nadu and make her get away on her retirement. She would be advising her now, in 2008, frightening her with stories about ill-treatment and other perspectives from all my other relatives from several earlier years.
She is very clever. She will create bad negativities in her daughter's mind. She will give her promises of support and personal experience. She will explain that she will take care of her in her old years. Every step is a planned one. Every incident is a planned one. She knows my limitations exactly. She takes advantage of my responses, my anger and my impulses. Very smart and evil satanic demonic mother-in-law. True to image.
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